Never in my life have I felt this way. When I like someone but that certain guy likes someone else or barely acknowledges my presence, I'd just shrug it off 'cause I couldn't care less. I mean I just like the guy, not love. That would be totally weird, 'cause I'm only 14. But for the first time, I feel -- sad? Upset? Arghhh, I don't know. I can't find the right adjective to describe my feelings. This is so weird, bizarre!! I hardly talk about my feelings, but it feels -- good (I can't think of any other word) to let loose once in a while. I HATE this. Why do teenagers have to deal with these stupid love thingy majingies?! I feel like a total idiot right now, 'cause I'm only 14 yet I'm talking about loooovee. ARGHH. I so wish it was the holidays right now. All I wanna do is grab a good book, snuggle in my bed and read, read, read! I don't care if I sound like a freaking book nerd (I don't use the F word cause even though it makes your sentence 'spicy', it just isn't my thing to use that word). DAMN IT! I'M SOO MESSED UP RIGHT NOW!
HELP ME! :(
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